Lost Soul

What has my world become? Darkness has taken over me and Satan is getting closer! I feel hell is right around the corner, so now what do I do? I am seeking GOD but I don't seem to find him anywhere; or am I looking hard enough? I cry out for help, but no one seems to hear my cries. I reach out my hand and hope that some one takes it; but they don't! I have lost myself; I am distant. I don't know what is coming but I know what I have done. I had a plan for myself; but the Lord has another plan. All I want to know is what should I be doing? How can I change my sinning ways? I feel ashamed! I am unhappy and looking for a way out. So, what is it that I should do? someone help me for I am a lost soul.....